it never occured to me that i might own my own blog one day. but here i am, writing the first chapter here. i do hope i can keep it as a hobby. it should be fun.
i was so scare to write, just spend too much time to prepare. whenever there was one subject which i could not handle well, i escaped. the first one was chemistry, then there comed japanese and writing. when they made me feel bad, i began to complain. more complain i made, more frustrated i felt, then i just did not want to have any connect with them, i even felt annoyed when friends mention the subject,that really drived me crazy. i do not want to be a escapist. i want to face the problems. you could not defeat me. you will no longer make me feel bad, i promise.
maybe i should thanks the guy daniel. i do not know him. i stop by his blog by accident when i was searching some information of the college entrance examination in china. he sounds like a very interesting guy, very humorous and good at writing i can tell. his blog inspires me-it sounds like a good idea to improve my writing skill and to remind me that things can be different.
"i am an escapist. i don't even want to think about my future career , what i am going to do tomorrow. so i am always forced to do sth." that is the sentence that wake me up.to me one of the most import thing about writing a blog is to introspect.most of us spend too much time to gassip with others. sometimes we just need to be alone and talk with yourself to put your thoughts together.
i am a slacker too, always piling up tons of work to meet a tight deadline. that is why i have so busy for preparing the exams those day. and i guss i would be drived crazy by the works i have to do in the next few days. god, wish i am luck.
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